Currents of emotion broadened
my palette the minute the time square ball reached to the top of 2021.
You can never be too sure if
destiny will allow you to collide with a future date because tomorrow is not
promised. Looking back over 2020 has given me reason to pay attention to that
truth. To be experiencing 2021 firsthand is truly a blessing.
If I was in need of a ray of
light to burst in me hope, it was amplifying my voice to sing “Auld Lang Syne”
that night, as I cheered to the moving image of confetti and kissing couples
celebrating at that Rocking New Year’s party rolling across my television
screen.
I knew that I would be obliged
to find my cadence for this new set of 365. To know of the life altering events
that wreaked havoc over the stretch of the past year, embracing the
uncertainties of the new one still fresh with the grizzly wounds of
circumstance, makes me know that I need to continue to hold on my faith in
God’s miraculous provision over my life.
If I made any resolution at
all, it is devoting my life to muddling along with every spurt of energy that
it takes to tackle each moment. No need to mutter under my breath about how
much I hate wearing the mask on my face or being unable to indulge in my
routinized lifestyle of being out and about. I admit that I am struggling with
the swift currents of these new ways of life. I am craving for the moments when
I can get all dapper and polished again to thrust back into the way things used
to be when the quarantine and the pandemic weren’t a part of our everyday
vocabulary and my world was stuffed with activities. But until then, all I can
do is express my appreciation for the mere fact that I am still here in the
land of the living.
I’m still muddling along. 2020
was not all lost. I teamed up with the cheery and loquacious bassist, John
Mueller, who helped to stitch me back together like patchwork with his happy
talk and musical ideas that caused positive thoughts to ferment in my brain. We
may have been under lock and key in our pandemic prison cells, but the time
spent became valuable hours lumped together to come up with a cohesive set of
songs that later became our collaborative album, The Stephanie Jeannot & John
Mueller Project.
I also found time to dig into books that I had been
dying to read and also ones meant to leverage my
strengths of honing my crafts and enlarging my
territory; not to mention the
binge watching of the
many television shows that strew across my screen
watching
me most of the time.
If it was never as evident
before, 2020 cultivated an image that God is bigger than all our problems and
that even in despairing circumstances, he still provides reassurance that is
far beyond my comprehension. If 2020 is significant to perfect vision, it gave
me the clarity to see what is important in 2021.
Appreciation is the most
important thing. Sharing love is not something you have to bend over backwards
to do. Not every tremor that is hurled into your life by a foolish skeptic, is
a reason to spark another fight. If you have a dull longing to do something,
make the strategic decision to do it or you might one day be riddled with
regret, especially since tomorrow is not guaranteed. Appreciate God’s
masterpieces of good moments and don’t let those times slip you by without acknowledging
them. Love your family, friends and loved ones with heart and mind because they
can be here today and gone tomorrow. And finally, keep hold to the love of God
because from crisis to crisis, he makes it easier to deal with it all.
If you are interested in
hearing the pandemic album that John Mueller & I created, you can check out
The
Stephanie Jeannot & John Mueller Project on Youtube here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mOpEdeTJ5N9SawA-9FxqwQtt_SR8nty8Q
I pray that your 2021 is
filled with fascinating moments and comes with floods of wonderful blessings to
fill your cup to the brim.
