“Trust in yourself and in the process to keep
going.”
– David Hooper
Call me consumed with obsession for loving the art of
singing so much but, I don’t remember a time in my life when I did not love
vocalizing.
I guess you can say that I was fueled by motivation when
people used to say they thought I was good. I spent most of my life juggling
life, work, my education and singing to keep the excitement and energy present.
At Six years old in the yard |
At every turning point, there was an artist and then a song
that resonated. Michael Jackson did it with “Thriller,” and then I was consumed
with love for him. My neighbors heard me singing his songs so much that for
Christmas one year, they so humbly gave to me a Michael Jackson jacket. I even
had one of his dolls which I thought was the coolest toy ever.
Whitney Houston did it for me with “How Will I Know,” and
then she became the artist that I was imitating all the time. Then it was
Mariah Carey and her song, “Vision of Love.” Over the years, so many others
have connected with me on a deeper level making me want to sing; Chaka Khan,
Amel Larrieux, Sarah Vaughan. Music and
singing became a truth lodged in me so deeply that I couldn’t deny that I really
and truly, loved to sing.
Songwriting
Songwriting was no different. I am a songwriter because by
sheer coincidence, I am a poet and have been writing poetry since the fourth
grade. It became adventurous trying to put melody to mere words on a paper.
Photo from the video for my song "Harmony" |
I will admit that writing songs are not always a
simple walk in the park. Under the strangest circumstances, there are times
that I am writing and lose control; tears fall down my face because the lyrics
come from a deep well in my soul. It takes a lot of faith, strength and
maturity to share them because it is almost like sharing your nakedness to the
world. But, we are meant to make many leaps with faith in life.
“Faith is the external elixir which gives
life,
power and action to the impulse of thought.”
–
Sharon Lechter
From live performance in Arkhangelsk, Russia |
Sometimes I feel like dancing under the silver moon with excitement when someone tells me they liked my song. It feels like a sun-drenched day when I receive a great review from someone I did not expect to hear a good word from; especially family.
In short, I want to thank you for your continued support
and hope that in all this maybe you will find a peg of inspiration and feel
motivated to keep pressing on. And to close, I want to share with you one of the many
songs that I have written all the lyrics and all the music to. It is entitled “Keep
Moving On” and can be found on Soundcloud here: https://soundcloud.com/stephanay-jnote/keep-moving-on
Thank you again everybody. Have a motivated and prosperous day!
It is such a gift to know what you want to do from so young an age. Your neighbors gifting you that jacket - it just makes my heart swell. When Whitney Houston's song, "I Wanna Dance With Somebody Came Out," that video - I was obsessed. I wanted to look like her and be like her - she was just beautiful, but that spirit and voice. Something tells me you embody quite the spirit all your own. I look forward to seeing what's to come with your music.
ReplyDeleteWow! Yeah, Whitney was a beauty. So sad she died quite before most of us were ready to lose her from this world. I loved that song too. Thank you so much Heather. :)
DeleteYes..."let's hear it for the boy" was one of my favorites as a teenager!! Such a great song. My youngest has been in voice lessons the last few years and has such a love (and gift) for music. While this is not my gift, I so enjoy others, like yourself, who have it!! Such an incredible talent. Best wishes to your in your music career...sounds wonderful!
ReplyDeleteThat is awesome. I hope to hear your daughter sing someday. Sounds like she is somewhat like me. How lovely. Thank you so much.
DeleteYou really took my back with Let's Hear It For the Boys. That really brings back memories. It is great that you doing something that you love. It's a bonus that you are good at it!
ReplyDeleteThat was my jam back then when I was a young little thing. Still a nice song though but there are so many others that I am taken by. Thank you rfor that. That was a nice compliment. :)
Deletesong writing is such a talent. I think people often forget how much heart goes into the songs we all love so much.
ReplyDeleteThank you for saying that Mandy.
DeleteWow you have a beautiful voice. I love music and listening to you gave me goosebumps. I must go download more of your music to share. thank you
ReplyDeleteWow! I love that. Thank you so much for your lovely comment Rebecca. Have an amazing evening.
DeleteI loved reading this as I could hear your passion through your words. What a gift you have in song!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Mimi.
DeleteTo have that kind of talent and fire inside of you for music must be just incredible!
ReplyDeleteIt does feel good actually.
DeleteHow sweet for your neighbors to gift you the jacket and that was an encouragement for a little girl to pursue her dreams. Your passion is exciting! How awesome that you have achieved your dreams. Song writing is quite a talent.
ReplyDeleteYeah! I used to love that jacket. It was so nice. I have yet to achieve them. But am working
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This is such a great post. Love reading the history and your passion. My daughter in some ways is very similar to you. Thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteOh that is nice. Music is a great passion to have. Maybe she will write songs too. That would be lovely to hear some day!
DeleteBeautiful voice. I wish I can sing like you! It is nice to read about the music the influenced you through the years. -katrina centeno
ReplyDeleteYou probably can. :) thank you Katrina.
DeleteYou have such an amazing voice! I loved reading of the progression of your love for music. My daughter has always been a singer. I swear as soon as she was talking she was singing.
ReplyDeleteThat's awesome. Would love to hear her sing.
DeleteMusic truly speaks to my soul. Isn't it amazing the power of music and the memories that come back to you when you hear certain songs? I love all kinds of genres and your singing is incredible. Keep on doing what you're doing. Fabulous!
ReplyDeleteThank you Heather!
DeleteMusic has always been special to me. I don't just hear it, I feel it. There are so many songs and artists who hold a special place with me with their songs. Songs are powerful. Your songs are no exception, you're incredibly talented!
ReplyDeleteWow! That was nice of you to say. Thank you Phoebe. You inspired me.
DeleteI love that you have always had a love of music. Thanks to my mom and my brother, I grew up around a lot of amazing music myself and as I was reading your list, I almost thought I was going to read "Whitney Houston's I wanna Dance With Somebody" LOL! I was obsessed with that song.
ReplyDeleteI loved that song too. So cool. So fun. Her energy was amazing. I did love that song.
DeleteWhat a beautiful voice! Behind every song is a story takes you to the place and moment you first heard it. Too many singers gone before their time for sure. I love to write poetry as well, I'm more the harmony girl :-) Blessings to you!
ReplyDeleteOoh! I love harmony people. Beautiful to the ear when adding expertise to the story in a song. Love it girl.
Deleteyou have such a great voice! i love the story behind the music and it was great to hear yours!
ReplyDeleteYou made me smile with your comment. Thank you for that!
DeleteThose are amazing artists to be inspired by! It is awesome that you have carried your dream from childhood and continue to work towards it. It is very inspiring :)
ReplyDeleteYeah! They are such amazing artists.
DeleteI cannot imagine how hard it is to write songs, it's truly a gift to be able to do that. I really like the beat on this track. You are quite talented and so lucky to be doing something that you love!
ReplyDeleteEvery song you mentioned just took me on a trip down memory lane. I used to write a ridiculous amount of poetry but like your students couldn't find the ability to set it to music. Truly a gift that you have.
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