I am no warrioress with musket and sword
on my waist and my hair cut close to the scalp in a role to defend my king. But I am a fighter and I am royalty.
I like to indulge in my passions as I roam through my kingdom, unapologetically and push doggedly on. I will admit that I live a dotty lifestyle and sometimes when you look at me, you might see wildness underneath my crown, in your eyes. It may even drive you mad, if you yourself do not have your own little strange way of being that makes you uniquely you. But I have been blessed with God’s amazing grace who created this unforgettable world around me and I am powerful in my own right.
I will not say that life has
been easy to navigate. I will however admit that every moment that I existed in
belonged to me. Sometimes I have to break out into applause at all the
life-changing experiences that God kept me from experiencing the downward
spiral of destruction, which gives me reason to stay in a positive frame of
mind. I could sing about this truth forever.
As knee deep into life that I
am, I am far from the point of my origin and so very thankful for that. It has
been like a sonic boom and sometimes I still feel the trumpeting vibrations of
my stupendously loud childhood, but my attraction to visions of the future
are all the reason to ruffle my feathers with confidence for that possible
utopia. I know that the possibilities are boundless and I am totally worth it
and to know that empowers me. This is the reason why I am able to awaken with a
grateful heart every day.
God kept me from destruction
in my decrepitude and I am still here to speak of his mercies, even though I am
not perfect. How awesome is that? His amazing grace enables me to have a renewed
sense of purpose each day and it gives me reason to dance for joy every morning
when I see the red glow of sunrise.
Know that You Are Not Alone
We all have at one time or another, come into a difficult trial. We all have experienced hurt or pain. We all find ourselves in a valley of tears every now and then. We all vie for a better life and to enjoy peace of mind.
Time to face the reality of life. Time to forgive yourself for your falls. Time to accept yourself for who you are where you are. Time to get more out of life. Time to rejoice in the truth of how blessed you truly are.
No need to allow restless
thoughts to keep me up at night. There is still courage to be faithful even
when disagreeable things come and toy with my spirit. And no need to take
anger and frustration out on myself for situations that come into my life that
I cannot change; even if the situation is of my own doing. And no need to feel
as if you are so alone in this world that the only thing left in your heart is
the desire to not live and to commit suicide. Even in moments of distress,
never give up. Don’t let doubt blindside you from seeing the truth about the
amazingly, wonderful person that you are.
You should know that you are a
very important character in this world and the warm sunshine in someone else’s
heart. Never forget that; even while bemoaning your own circumstances and while
experiencing the severe pressures and demands that comes with the life we are
given. You can still find a source of joy to keep your head to the sky. The
most important thing is to not let go of it.
If any reason to hold steadily
on the course, let it be the splendor of the dawn. Look skyward and be thankful
for the blessing of time to fall into a torpor to be still in its refreshing
embrace after hustling all day with the wonderful strength you have been built
with and for the grace that wakes you up with in the morning.
I am no warrioress with musket
and sword on my waist and my hair cut close to the scalp to play the role as
bodyguard for the king but instead, I have a king who is my bodyguard who saved
my life on countless occasions. For him to see so many reasons to love me
regardless of all my imperfections, who am I not to love myself in the same
way. I am blessed to see another day and grateful for every day that I can say
that I have been kept. And with that in mind, perhaps my original song entitled, "You Loved Me" by Stephanie Jeannot and Mike LeShore might add a little bit more inspiration to your day.
Hope it does. Thank you for stopping by my blog!
